Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Journeys Through Life...

Searching, wandering, lost in a world of possibilities. Where to go, what to do, explorations waiting in the wings. I will indulge them. Journey to new places so as to soak up all the world has to offer me. And yet what have I to offer it?

Maybe it is in the learning that I teach and in the taking that I give...

Monday, March 28, 2005

Learning to Live...

We spent the better half of a week not speaking to one another. Mostly because of my selfishness and anger. I did not like him taking over 'my' territory. Now I know how he felt when the situation was reversed. I also realize that I am mimicking certain qualities that I find disgraceful in other people. Am letting go of my possessiveness, though it is tough. I find that when I am not so worried about what is mine, and focus on being together with those I like and love, things are better, freer, more fun.

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

False Perceptions...

There are days when it seems that I am operating within my own version of reality. After all, I tell myself, my reality is merely my perspective. What I perceive to be real is, to me, real. Following this way of thinking, there are about six billion different realities in operation in the world today. If this be so, then what is true? Who is right? There must only be one reality. I have some idea of what this might be, but to expound upon it here may take too much time. I am realizing, however, that life be not about me. There are more important things going on outside of myself. I must look beyond me to find my reality.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Life's Little Mysteries

What am I doing wrong? What do I need to do to correct my path and find for what I have been searching? I have not the answers to these questions and continue on the same journey. Rarely backtracking and looking for the path meant for me, but always wondering if I missed it somewhere along the way.

Friday, March 04, 2005